false start, false start ... i repeat ..

sigh
sigh sigh
such big dreams
such good intentions ...
I have a notebook filled with content for this blog ... pix too, but alas ... a nearly 11 month old baby and not even enough time to take a shower some days (I know I am SO not alone on this front...) and laundry ... dishes?  How do you get anything done? No really, HOW?  I'm in awe of those of you who are able to have any semblance of a life and clean home with a baby.  Who knew it would be this hard?  And I truly thought that I would be 'the one' who would be able to pull it off, even though everyone tells you you won't/can't .... I was SURE I was somehow different - more capable or organized (yeah, right) or just better  ... well - I'm not.  There, I said it.  Yup. Human and no better than anyone else.  Wow.  This is so humbling.

(So please check back mid-October when maybe, just maybe, there will be a real launch of this little blog!)